May I; Be I

And it's not

because you don’t care,

it’s not because you don’t want to

I think it’s because it’s too much to express

…

hopefully.

Looking into

the future, wishing only to be with you. Every footstep we take that leads us closer to the door.  The door that will someday open into our life together, although it’s really already started to be completely real.  You have never been so sweet, and so sincere. The bond we created over the past few years has bound us together forever.  The warmth of your skin and your hand being the perfect fit.  I fall into you each time I lay beside you to fall asleep.  The raindrops outside remind me that life is so much more, and it’s only bad for now.  All aspects of opinion and tact shall change.  I want your name written on my heart to show you you’re the only one, but I guess there would be easier ways.  I’m ready when you are take me “home.”  Swim with me through the current, I know we’ll make it.  Better than ever, better than them.  Sometimes I think I close myself off because I don’t want to scare you.  In all you’d never be scared of what I feel because it’s all positive for you.  Even if we sometimes get into little tiffs,  you’re always searching for a way to make me smile.  I’ve never left my sadness as quickly as I do when you’re around.  I’m glad you can get through to me, because I’m not so sure anyone else could.  Your integrity your intelligence your heart your smile your laugh your hands in-twined with mine your love flowing through my veins the softness of your face on mine your fears my fears

me and you against the world, and it’s us forever

I don’t know what else it will take to finally show you, I get it.  I feel the same.  I will not hurt you.  I love you completely, I will marry you.

happily swinging

on the uneven bars

Everyone you know

someday will die.